missing you a lot tonightt . wish things were different & you were still around . my life would be completely different and so much less confusing . I wouldnt be the person I am right now , and wouldn’t have hit rock bottom . thinga would be ok and even when they weren’t you would be there to tell me they were just fine , and that we would get thru it . not a single day goes by that I dont think of you & how different things would be . I miss you so much babe . please keep watching over me & sending me in the right direction . im living to make you proud , & I hope im doing it right . I love you Michael <3 Rest Easy <3 5.4.87 - 4.2.11 <3
I feel so much better !
I finally got to see you after 2 months . dont think ive been this happy since before you left . I know things arent going to be the same right away , but im glad to know we can still be friends and see each otherr . as much as I would love for things to be the way it was , I dont want to rush things this time . starting at square one will probably be good for us . I still have the same feelings and will always have love for you , but we both need to just chill for a while , and take it one step at a time . this is so good for you , I see a lot of change ; good change ; you’ve definitely matured a lot , but your still the same goofy guy I fell in love with before you left . <3 I love youu . lets do whats best for the both of us .
rest easy babeee ♥ I miss you so much . seema crazy to think its been almost a yr , and that this time last yr you were here celebrating with me for my birthday . I would give anything to have you back in my life for even just one more day . you were everything to me , I love you babeee ♥ keep watching over me & guiding me thru life :) I love you so much , no one is ever going to take your place . ♥ ♥
maybe everyone was right , you were just a fling . im over the fact you left , im doing just fine . I met someone new , and have been so happy the last few days . ya I was happy with you , but I realized a lot since you left . thought things would be so much different , but I feel way better off now . im perfectly fine with being friends when your home , but that’s it . im loving the way ive felt the past few days , and I do not want that to change . im loving life , and nothing is going to change that :) <3
<3 i love & miss you <3 rip
so im finally going to be getting my tattoo redone and finished . i cannot wait . this means so much to me . its been almost a year since you passed away , and it still feels unreal . i know your going to be very happy once its done , cuz you were the one who picked out the tattoo and loved it . im going to be changing it up a little bit , but you would still love it , i promise . im putting zebra print hearts in it for you babe :) i would pay millions for this tattoo just because its in memory of you ; my first true love . the one person i woke up to everyday and will never regret a single day we spent together . thank you for all the days & nights we spent together . i think about you constantly , and am always telling someone about how awesome you were and how special you were to me . i wish we got more time together but i guess you were needed up there . i know im never going to understand why , or accept the fact that your gone , but i know we will be back together some day . but until then , im just going to say see you soon . its never goodbye , because goodbye means forever , and forever is never . i love you so much . i miss you more everyday . keep watching over me boo <3 cuddle buddies for life babe , always and forever . 4.2.11 <3 always in my heart .
